Blog? I seem to have forgotten what that is. -.-

I apologize! I have been a horrid blogger lately. I have been so busy. Between working 8-6 and trying to keep up with everything I have let this blog take a direct hit. But, I woke up early this morning and the hubs is still asleep so, PERFECT time to blog! Soo.. as for the PCOS Devil.. No change. The Metformin hasn't done a damn thing. I have not had any regular period, my ovaries still hurt, I still gain weight, I still have mood swings. So.. I'm really beginning to wonder if its even worth taking it anymore. Since I am working the mood swings seem to be a bit more mild. I rarely have those bad days. I did have one last week, and right after I snapped and was feeling normal again I got into a wreck. My dose of Karma I guess. I had a bad day at work and came home for lunch wanting to quit my job and go back to school and talked it over with the hubs and then on my way back from lunch I got hit right down the road from my house. Karma train at its best. Other than that I have just been busy wedding planning and working! I am getting ready to start classes in a week. Thank God I can get out of the job I am in now, it's such a trap for someone who doesn't want to do it for the rest of their life. Nothing big has changed with PCOS. We are still trying for a baby, it still isn't working.. I still can't lose weight, I still have migraines and my ovaries hurt on a daily basis. But, I am beginning to realize that it will be that way for the rest of my life. Hopefully at some point a pregnancy will happen and be successful but I am really done getting my hopes up. Oh! And to top it off, my maid of honor bailed!!! Which was much needed, she was just being a horrible friend the whole time but still, now wedding planning is in over drive as I am now 7 months out from the wedding! EEK! :)